Last Day of such a nice year :D

From which date of year I should pen down my thought I really dont know and honestly don't care too ! bcz I firm beleive wtevr happnd it happnd for the best and will happen for it !

Wt's I'm looking for !!!

I’m extremely sorry for not blogging as my life has been turned upside down,inside out in the past week as the meow is nearing . Hope so will do up to my expectation !
With a mind to think and a heart to feel, with a conscience to decide and with self made rules, I m here to say what I think. THAT'S WHY I M HERE.

I go to sleep each night hoping tomorrow will bring some change.
I keep hoping that something will happen to give me excitement and fun in my life.
I want my mundane existence to be a memory
I want excitement passion adventure & challenge. i want fun and giddy laughter, i want a life that makes my heart beat and feels my head with racing thoughts. i don't want to feel so lonely anymore. i want to change my life! i like me but very often i just feel trapped inside myself.

Quite worried about my semester subject completion till Exams , didn't start till now !

Triumph in SL

Hats off to indian cricket team ! They won after 11 year of drought, tri series cup in SL .


Here's only one thing to do here - salute the Master, for an innings of class. India, undoubtedly, owe this title to Sachin Tendulkar.

Biggest tragedy in cricket is Sachin missing out golden years due to continous repetitive injuries which seriously hampered him from 2003-07. all other batsmen in this period were piling on cheap easy runs. we may just have missed out on the best of tendulkar!! but even now, he is simply the best batsmen we will ever see in our lifetimes.

Well,if any one is in a mood to question Sachin Tendulkar's ability,fitness etc,then he/she must be a serious case of Amnesia!!! This Legend has performed consistently from past 20 years,at different venues,under different conditions,circumstances,in the 2 major formats(T20 is a relatively new format,which was absent during the early years of Sachin's career). He's one man who can make crores of Indians forget their daily life stresses,work tensions etc.Having fans from the age of 3 to 90.

Coming to yesterday's game,it was a masterclass knock,well supported by Dravid, MSD,Yuvi,Bhajji.I feel we missed sum1 like Praveen Kumar who has uncanny nack of making the new ball talk under lights a when batsmen are in a mood to attack. But all's well that ends well, isnt it ?

But at the same time at one instant , it seemed me ,India almost lost the game through their sloppy fielding and catching. India needs to re-think their strategies, in the absence of fire and descipline from their pacemen.

RP Singh was pathetic, Ishant Sharma was letharic and Nehra clueless.
The part time spinners did an admirable job. I thought Suresh Raina was exceptional and atoned for not putting on some meaty runs on the board. Yusuf Pathan is exciting when he is on song, but how often he is in that mode? He got ducks in both the innings he played, and both were ordinary dismissals. He is a highly over-rated player. It is time to look at Cheteshwar Pujara, Sudeep Tyagi and even Subramaniam Badrinath.I wonder why he was not even selected. The selectors need to put on their thinking caps .

love to wrap up this article by
Congratulations to the Master and Team India !
jai ho ! jai ho ! jai ho !

Sach ka Saamna

Hey, I've been following Sach ka Saamna with amazing Interest . First life time experience than why not i should come up with one post !!I'm avid watcher of this programme. Quite sure will be forever . I don't understand what the MP is debating about," (lots more discussion going on parliament ) What's wrong with personal questions if the contestant has no problems in answering them? I don't think anyone else needs to have an issue. If S/he (I mean anyone PM ,CM,DM ) thinks it's obscene and it is not a good show to watch, he must not watch it -- why impose something on others unnecessarily. Isn't it ? "If people want to regulate TV content, they must do it for news channels first. Some of them are ridiculous. Shows like 'Sach Ka Saamna' are gripping and interesting, and more importantly, a matter of choice for the viewers . From the beginning, ‘Sach Ka Saamna’ has build huge controversial matters and making furious moral behavior over the phenomena of the reality show with the Sachin Tendulkar and Vinod Kambli episode adding fuel to the fire. And also celebrities who are coming in this show, cant create any controversies because they are aware about the pros & cons and the facts which the show wants them to open their private moments of their life. Sach Ka Saamna has witnessed many startling truths of celebrities and non-celebrities but the episode of Laxmi Narayan Tripathi was quite a hatke personality. Laxmi, an epitome of grace and courage faces the truths on the show with much aplomb. Want to wrap up this article by giving to my heartest congratulation to a Enunch Laxmi Narayan Tripathi to come on this show and inspired me unparalleled. hats off u !! bye for now !! good night !

Chintan topic !!

I've always has a deep interest in Politics , My country and its development , have a huge reserve of latent talent ( kuch zyada ho gya !!) . Now there is so much template in my blog . One at least deserve political topic, isn't it ? So i thought , why i shouldn't come up with political concern !! For that kudos goes to my near and dear one !!
We all familiar with news headline , these days , BJP in turmoil (everyday !!)

Latest due to , Jaswant Singh's book titled 'Jinnah: India, Partition, Independence' . , a prominent BJP leader , former external affairs and finance minister Jaswant Singh and last but not least important the fall guy of Khandahar .

The current schism within the BJP , seemingly precipitated by jaswant singh's book praising Pak's Jinnah. In my view it is less about ideology of BJP rather it is more about personality .

Mr Singh's endorsement of Jinnah may indeed have raised saffron hackles . But was that in itself enough to expel from the party ? After all'hadnt L.k.Advani (one of the prominent decision maker of expulsion , father figure withing party !!) made similar commendatory remarks about Jinnah around 4 years ago during a visit to Pak , and got away more or less unscathed ?

My last para clearly suggest that Mr singh's ouster is based not on ideological grounds (his espousal of jinnah ) but on his personal equation in the ongoing power struggle within the BJP.

Ever since Mr Vajpayee bowed out /was made to do so by advance age and physical infirmity the leadership within the BJP has been a bone of contention.

I'm sure wt ever the eventual outcome , the BJP current plight carries one clear message more so than ever before , In Indian politics today ideology counts for nothing and and the cult of personality counts of everything .

Interesting questionnaire

I have been reading this questionnaire on many of the bloggers page and it seems like the collest among many of them. So I thought I have to try it , Mind it , its only for those who have all the all the patience to read my answers..(Simply bcz long list !!)
1. Thought your cousin was hot? Can't say,Extremelly sorry I never met my cousin!!
2. Been in love? yup yup yup...(no that doesnot mean thrice)
3. Gone over the speed limit? Do kol roads have speed limits?
4. Painted your room? nope and quite optimistic that will not happen in this lyf!!
5. Drove a car? Nope not as yet but would love to!
6. Danced in front of your mirror? Everyday at the time of shower and brush !
7. Been dumped? Nope. Thank God!but i've rejected lot gal
8. Thought about what people would say at your funeral? Not really, but they’d say good stuff for sure... I’m pretty lovable! Besides, people generally say good stuff about you if you're dead :)
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? Several time !!
10. Been in a fist fight? nope !!
11. Snuck out of your house? Not snucked out, but snucked in a few times.
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Hell yeah, it sucks!
13. Been arrested? No. I am a good boy
14. Left your house with out telling your parents? nope!! I'm obedient son of my mummy !!
15. Had a crush on your neighbor? uff !! never interacted a fair amount of time so there is no possiblity of crush !!
16. Ditched school to do something more fun? Of course!
17. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex ? Yup.
18. Seen someone die? nope..I hope i dont get to see that
19. Been on a plane :not yet, I am sure it will be one hell of an experience as I have vertigo
20. Kissed a picture? Haha...yes!!
21. Slept in until 3? yup !!I think the latest has been till 06.00 pm (20 hr )!!
22. Love someone or miss someone right now? Totally !!!
23. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yup, but severaly when i was kid and some imagination was also there !! human face (hint)
24. Made a snow angel? Nope but would love to !!
25. Played dress up? Never, not even when I was five!
26. Cheated while playing a game? Oh ya! always :)
27. Been lonely? Hmmmm...through out my lyf till now !!
28. Fallen asleep at work/school? What a question! Obviously! always
29. Been to a club? Nope.
30. Felt an earthquake? Nope !! My nervous system for this is not alarming !!
31. Touched a snake? Nope, that would be disgusting
32. Ran a red light? Yup, right in front of the cops!
33. Been suspended from school? Thankfully no! My mom wouldn’t quite like that!
34. Had detention? Nope never ,I've already mentioned good boy !!...
35. Been in a car? Yup
36. Hated the way you look? Hmmm...in my teens!
37. Witnessed a crime? quite less !!
38. Been lost? Yes, loads of times!But only couple of times till now in carrom board !!
39. Been to the opposite side of the country? No...
40. Felt like dying from embarrassment? Lol...yeah on a few occassions!
41. Cried yourself to sleep? Hmmmm...yes. Some days are just plain bad!
42. Sang karaoke? nope, but would love to..sounds like it’s awesome fun! So what if I suck at singing...most people who sing karaoke do!
43. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? All the time. Mostly to convince myself why I shouldn’t do it!
44. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? nope!
45. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yup. Awesome feeling!
46. Kissed in the rain? nope! wow that my kinda mush..would love to one day!
47. Sung in the shower? Everyday! Thinking of giving that Indian Idol thing a shot next year!
48. Had a dream that you married someone? Haha...yes, once! One of the freakiest dreams I’ve ever had. And no, I’m not telling who I dreamt I got married to !!
49. Played getting married? yup, its plain freaky!
50. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? No, does that happen to people!?
51. Ever gone to school partially nude? yes...not giving you the details but that was when I was 4 years old...common thats accepted
52. Sat on a roof top? quite often!
53. Didn't take a shower for a week? A week?! No no no... Max is 3 days!
54. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes! few days back scared !!
55. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? nope!!
56. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? Yes, men and women...and I think all those people were blind!
57. Broken a bone? Like a fracture? nope! thank god
58. Been easily amused? Yes, all the time.
59. Laugh so hard you cry? Nope ! Stoical acceptance of all things !
60. Cheated on a test? lots of time !
61. Forgotten someone's name? Lol...yeah! that happens manier times !
62. Blacked out from drinking? No, it’s one of the things on my Not to-do list!
63. Played a prank on someone? Oh ya!
64. Gone to a late night movie? Nope. again its on my to-do list ! never watched till now movie !
65. Failed a class? nope!
66. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? Not that I can remember..
67. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? 10 hours! No..
68. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend? No, I would never do that!
69. Did you celebrate the last b'day? No. Due to mumbai terror attack !
70. Thrown strange objects? Nope ! I've completely control on my emotion.
71. Felt like someone? Ummmm...no! I actually don’t understand this question!
72. Thought about running away? Yup, loads of times!
73. Cried over someone? Yeah...but I was a 18 year old stupid boy then. And the gal's one of my best friend.no worries...
74. Have a dog? no..i dont like them..sorry animal lovers!
75. Own an instrument? nope!
76. Been in a band? Nope !
77. Drank 25 sodas in a day? Nope!
78. Broken a cd? Not really. I’m pretty careful with them!
79. Shot a gun? Nahi yaar! Another thing on my to-do list
80. Been on orkut for more than 5 hours? Nope. What a TERRIBLE waste of time!
81. Have a major crush on someone right now? A Crush?! I haven't had one of those ever since I entered coll..
82. Have a religion? Yes.
:-) I'm done! And now it's back to my article...

what i would like to !!

I want to live the way I live in my dreams, far away from all these hassles of modern life. I want to live without any routine. Where I can do what I want and when I want to. I want my life to be simple and without expectations, earning my living everyday and living everyday to the fullest. I want to move far away from this city life and live at the foothills of the great mountains where man belongs to nature and nature cares for his well being, where man protects nature rather then stabbing her with Co2 and smoke. I want to live in a society that is void of classes, where everyone is equal. If God created us all then he created us as equals. A God who creates classes is no God at all. I truly believe that all this inequality is man made, opportunistic as he is, never does he worry about the wellness of others. The one who does care is indeed the visible God. Living with nature is as good as sleeping on your mother’s lap. The love, the care, the warmth is all the same. As her children it is our duty to take care of her failing which we are unfit to receive her love.
I want to dance and sing without a hint of shame, forgetting the world and myself. I want a life of pure devotion, where my prayers are genuine and not for material gains. I want to work for improvement of myself . I want to utilize full potential of myself .Certain dreams of ours do come true. I only wish these do.