Something new idea !!

Now let me tell you.My last semester xam result was very bad . I coudnt expect such a low marks even in my wildest dream.

Now first I would like to write fully honestly,( Dont think i m pessimistic) Wt I'm thinking aboutself. After such a low marks i thought I dont deserve prepration of CAT !!?!! Bcz such a low marks how I will concentrate on both simultaneosly CAT and SEM . Even my english is worst in comparable to CAT aspirant . I dont think so, i deserve any position in english among CAT aspirants.
Now some positive aspects about me . I m willing to win this world till now of my life I never feel such type of passion to learn anything . But I m more passionate to improve my literature as well as communication . I want to make such type of group to improve myself with full electric potential . I am eagerly waiting for response from my group member , seniors too welcome bcz without this extraordinary communication we couldn't do anything miracle in coming life I mean future. I m these days working too hard ,god knows when my English reading skills ,Speed and pronunciation will improve but i m trying too hard . Even giving more than 100 %. I've started one thing to improve my listening skill which is by watching news channel and after that writing something about it and later surely i will present news in short everyday promise but till 31st march bcz I've made this routing only for up to this.
Lastly I've fallen in love with one news editor, she belongs to CNN-IBN . she usually anchor news at 9 p.m. with head of CNN-IBN news channel raj deep sardesai. I love her voice wt a melody !! , cheek smile !!and small hair too (this one utmost necessary for me to fall in love )some mystery is behind them !! It should be confidential !!